whats happening? i feel that something different between us now. dont you think so?
you can say i think too much, think alot but thats how i felt recently.
you said that im a wonderful bf to you. yes i agreed
but to me, i dont think so. because my greatest flaw is communication and it covers up almost all my wonderful-ness in me.
dont you think we lack communication sometimes?
i told you before that i made you bored but you said its okay.
i dont think its okay at all now because everything is starting to get different.
its not your fault at all. the problem lies with me.
i just really cannot get it why i cant start a conversation between us sometimes.
we both know that most of the time is you who talk to me 1st and thats how our conversations started if not there will be silence.
we have experience these moments, don't we?
As time goes by, you will be turned bored by me. i can feel it now, dont you?
I dont blame you for neglecting me sometimes because you really tired after your sch and work. but i just dont know why i have these kinda fear.
the fear of losing you slowly.
the fear of your feelings slowly fading away.
the fear of not able to make this r/s a success like how we want it to be.
i just felt that things are changing slowly and i dont like it. if theres really problems in this r/s, can you tell me? i still wanna solve it when there is still time.