too rush for a r/s.
this was my fault too.
should have understand one another better before we attached.
cannot blame you totally.
i dont blame you for not being a good girlfriend.
dont say that you dont suit me, because i feel that you suit.
dont say that you cannot bring me happiness, because i did found my happiness when im with you.
dont say that you are selfish & heartless, because you got no choice.
i just blame myself for not giving you the right feelings you want & need.
i know i have to move on with my life.
but i need time which is till i dont know when.
all the plans that i planned is gonna be down the drain.
what a start for 2011.
what s start for cny.
another lonely vday again. already did something halfway for vday to surprise you but i guess no need already. just have to give up that idea.
maybe i shouldnt be in a r/s at all, right?
i think that being a friend is still better than being tgt.
because i really failed in letting my partner having the best and right feelings for me.
im just very disappointed in myself.
just hope you choose wisely for the guy you want to be with. i dont wish the next guy to treat you badly and you hurt yourself in the end.
i just want you to be careful in decisions you make and be happy with your life.